8. Semester 3 Internship Phase 2 week 4

23/01/2023 to 27/01/2023

Hey, I know this school has a bad name from all the perspectives, why don't we feel like that? I don't know, still it is a mystery.

It is really a frequent thing to have an anti drug awareness class.  Today (23/01/2023) also we had one such programme coordinated by the Anjengo Grama Panchayat for the boy students of the school. The awareness class is still for a name sake, as I feel it.  It is in association with the extended activities of Govt of Kerala.  Substance abuse is a severe problem that undoubtedly destroy the society, but the thing that I believe is the person who has to feel it by themselves and not by any compulsion.

We have witnessed the Higher secondary students who are a part of NSS were practicing the band for Republic day 2023. Tomorrow I know it is Republic day but the thing is, we the student teachers are instructed not to come for that as it is a simple programme coordinated by the Higher secondary wing. We are suggested not to come and hence we collectively have it as an off day.

We came to know that yesterday there was a flag rising ceremony followed by a band performance. A very simple yet efficient celebration. 

This is undoubtedly a desperate day. This is the day I had a demonstration class to my junior students at college by utilising the presence of my students.  But it was a failure for me in every sense. I don't know what my fault was. But I am sure that I always have such problems in the situation which demand my skill.  Really really I am out of my control.  I always wish to be the best teacher in every aspect of teaching, that is the only thing I suppose to be.